[Happy New Year 2011]
It's been some time since I haven't posted ... right? Haha. Late Happy New Year .. ! XD Been busy :(:(.
These days, I've been in a .. hard stage of life. And I don't mean something really hard and sad .. most like .. hurtful.
Since little, I've been a good girl ... and I mean it! I never smoke and if I ever did, I was just trying, I never get drunk .. since I'm a strong when it comes to alcohol .. and I was never on drugs! And I hope I will never be .. this is what I want, of course. About boyfriends ... I only had 4 relationships until now ... However, being so nice and kind to everyone, some mistook me for a naive girl and started telling bad things about me. Everything started in summer 2010 when I started hanging out with some friends whom I knew for two years or more. It was funny in the beginning .. but in late august, I've got in a fight with one of the boys. At first, we were kindly .. ignoring each other but ... it was hard since he liked me and I liked him. Haha^^ Life can be a &*#$@ sometimes .. huh?
After my best friend went overseas I still hang out with them and without realizing .. I gave them the impression of me being a very naive and stupid girl .. Of course I'm not like that. But my laid-back and calm personality made them think this. School started and bad gossip about me started floating around. Of course I was mad in the beginning and fought with them but they were and still are too immature. Recently I found out that the person who made all this things up was the boy that I liked during summer. Of course I was mad. I wanted to destroy him but I found out he left the country. I was hurt and I still am about all the bad things they said about me. In the beginning I cried because I couldn't understand how me .. a good and nice girl can make other people think bad things about her .. But as time went by I realized that life its unfair and sometimes people who have nothing to do with it, pay .. Right now, I'm immune at these gossips and even if sometimes its still hurts, I learned how to screw them and move on
Its been more than two months since I've last saw my 'friends' and I'm happy even though at my school, two-three colleagues are b*tches. I don't give a damn about them anymore.
But still, I haven't forgot about it and I swear ... I will get my revenge sooner or later .. and it will be so hard that they will beg for forgiveness ... Haha, was I too mean? Sorry...
So, to sum up everything. For those who are in my shoes .. ignore it. The best thing to do about this assholes is to ignore them. Indifference is the worst .. These people who are doing this have no life .. Can you realize how boring their lives must be ? Sure it is.
So, this is my post for today. Right now, I have a bad tooth ache.
Bye Bye~
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